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[Wednesday
July 6th, 2005 ] |
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Dialogue With The Stars - In Flames |
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Fuck LiveJournal.
No more posts.
This shit is gay.
I'm done.
Over and out captain.
Fucking shit.
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| How much?? |
[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005 ] |
How much would you pay me to shave off all of my hair??
And be honest.
Go!
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[Friday
June 10th, 2005 ] |
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 bushed |
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Some song that me and Monique were meowing |
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I got a job.
Yes!
Starting at $8 an hour.
What the hell?
Score!
I'm done.
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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005 ] |
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Wtf?!?
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| Work out? |
[Saturday
May 28th, 2005 ] |
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Demure - Engine Down |
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Will it work out?
I hope it does.
I really do.
It's up to her.
My throats dry.
My eyes hurt.
My life is pointless.
I can't think of anything else.
I'm a complete fuck up.
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| I always fuck up. |
[Friday
May 27th, 2005 ] |
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The Transition - Hawthorne Heights |
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Yeah.
I don't deserve love.
Put an end to me.
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[Sunday
May 22nd, 2005 ] |
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Dialogue With The Stars - In Flames |
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I haven't updated in a long time.
Here's the scoop:
I've been hanging out with mi amor hella which is amazingly great.
She stayed the night the weekend before last.
She also stayed the night yesterday.
Parents went out.
Got my sister to open up and drink with us.
Never knew she drank.
Which is great.
Woot!
I have chocolate.
Monique and I have volunteered at the Humane Society.
I really wish I could have gotten Barney.
I miss him.
I have hella pictures but I'm not gona post them cause I'm lazy.
Ask me for them or some shit.
Umm.. I got drunk last night.
It was fun.
I got ditched.
It wasn't so fun.
School's almost out.
Woot and not woot.
I'm done.
<#
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| Story time! |
[Tuesday
May 3rd, 2005 ] |
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Better Together - Jack Johnson |
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It's story time fuck's!
This is the story that Monique told me two nights ago. And I lovedededed it...
Once
upon a time, there was a girl named Monique Longoria and a boy named
Joshua Betancourt. One day, Joshua moved down to Texas because of his
evil father. The two of them ended up having a class together. In that
class they caused a lot of mischief. Hella.
One
day, on a very special day in fact. It was Valentine's Day. On this day
something very magical occurred. They had given each other a kiss. What
joy! Little did they know what was in store for them later on....
Two
years later, they met up again, starting to see each more and more.
Growing more involved with each other, they finally got together after
some vigorous debating. Lo' and behold, they ended up having a
wonderful time together. They abuse each other and sexually harrass
each other. It was a lovely time. From then on they've been together.
What's in store for them next you ask? We will just have to wait and find out.
To be continued... Much.
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| I quit fucka's. |
[Wednesday
April 27th, 2005 ] |
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To Awake And Avenge The Dead - Thrice |
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I'm quiting every.
- Drinking.
- Smoking.
- Smoking.
- Pills. (I never really did them.)
That is all.
Congradulate me now.
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[Wednesday
April 27th, 2005 ] |
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Take The Veil Cerpin Taxt - The Mars Volta |
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( Hmm. Bored as hell. )
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[Wednesday
April 27th, 2005 ] |
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Better Together - Jack Johnson |
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I'm lonely.
I'm lonely.
Oh yeah.
I'm lonely.
I miss you.
Hella, hella bad.
I'm typing perrrrrrfectly.
Yum.
I'm hungry.
My teeeeeeeeeeeth hurt.
Braces suck.
I want to take a nap.
I think I am.
After I eat.
I miss you hella. (Monique).
I'm in love. (Monique).
And I'm horny as fuck.
God damnit.
Much love.
Damnit.
Josh.
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| Horse The Band is coming here. Ah la! Ha! |
[Sunday
April 17th, 2005 ] |
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None of the Above - The December Drive |
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This weekend was fun. Friday, Monique came by. We just chilled around.
Wrestled a bit. She spit in my eye. That was hot. Took watched tv. Took
a nap-ish. She left her phone at my house so I had to go get it back
and bring it to her. Her mommy said I was a good boy friend for doing
that. I feel special now. She loves me too! Haha. Saturday was the big
day. The December Drive came on short notice. And let me tell you this,
they fucking rocked as usual. Monique went along with me. I know she
didn't enjoy herself there at all cause she dislikes that music. But
the fact that she went for me was heart warming. I love
that chick. Some gay ass hXc faggots started to like mosh behind us
while The December Drive played thier songs. I seriously wanted to drop
them in the face. That's not needed for an indie show. Save it for the
pit at an actual hXc show. Fuck dicks. I hate that shit. I saw Julie,
Dani, and Jacob there. They were trashed. I dance with Dani, only cause
she was drunk as hell. It was fun. I wanted to dance with Monique to
one of Myrlls's songs but noooooooooo. Oh well. Next time. After that,
we went to Whataburger to eat. We ate. Then we stayed there for like
another hour and a half just talking away. Wow. I love to her about
random things and such. It's fun. You learn something new every day.
Ain't that right? Haha. Went left around 1-ish. I took her home. Gave
her a kiss. Hugged her. I swear I could have fallen asleep in her arms
right then. I did not want to let go of her. She's too amazing. I also
bought two new shirts. I'll wear them at school cause I'm that damn
cool. That's it. Today will be my relax day. I'm still pooped. And I
woke up waaaay too early. Fucking 10:45. God damn.
I also came up with some writing last night. I got a bit bored
before I went to bed since I couldn't go to sleep right away like I
thought I could. Let me know what you think with a comment guy's.
PEEP 'DIS SHIT!!
*Do you remember when we first met?
I sure do.
It was some time in early August.
You were lazy about it, you made me wait around.
I was crazy about you, I didn't mind.
I was late for class, I locked my bike to yours.
It wasn't hard to find, you painted flowers on it.
I guess that I was afraid that if you rolled away.
You might not roll back my direction real soon.
I was crazy about you then and now.
The craziest thing of all is over three months have gone by.
And you're still mine, we're locked in time.
So do you remember now?*
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[Tuesday
April 12th, 2005 ] |
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The Red Death - Thrice |
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I'm not important.
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| Yoinked this from Monique! Sorry love. I'm bored too. DO IT THOUGH!!! |
[Monday
April 11th, 2005 ] |
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Dust In The Wind - Kansas |
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DO IT!!!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
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| We'll just torch the midnight sky. |
[Sunday
April 10th, 2005 ] |
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Goodnight, Goodnight - Hot Hot Heat |
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It's the weekend.
Yes.
Yesterday, me and Monique went over the Cilla's to go swimming with her
and Jason. I had something to drink there. It was fun. We got into the
hot tub. Jump off the roof. Hm. Then we went out for a drive. We were
supposed to go see a movie at Cole Park but we totally missed it. Oh
well. Jason shared his gummi worms with me. I was happy. I'm glad we
didn't go see the movie cause I got to sit in the back and relax with
Monique which was uber lovely.
I honestly love her.
Eat it all you pussies out there who say I'm lame for that shit.
You want some of this, then come get some.
I'll tear your faces off with my fists.
Bitches.
On a lighter note.
Monique came over today.
We had fun. As usual. Had a couple of bickers and shit. But all in all, it turned out fine.
We talked to my mommy sort of about my lip getting pierced and my
cartlidge. She didn't respond much cause she was on the phone with my
grandma. Oh well. I'll try tomorrow.
It's suprising. When I got home from dropping Monique off, I grabbed a
sheet of paper and started/tried to write something lyrically. It's
odd. I've never/hardly do that. I usually doodle or draw random odd yet
quite humorous items.
Hm.
Perhaps a new side of me is being played?
Well. I'll let you see. I'm going to put it on here. Comment if you must. It's nothing great.
Small town girls and boys make too much noise so I keep to myself.
But acting tough is rough.
Enough is enough.
I feel like hell.
This feelings got to go.
And these pages takes it's toll.
If you need me let me know.
I'm here for you.
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| This is a little post. Deal with it. |
[Thursday
April 7th, 2005 ] |
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Cutsman - Horse The Band |
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Well. This week was decent.
I didn't however get to see Monique at all this week due to me being "grounded".
Now that was totally gay. I missed her hella much.
Monday I got I.S.S. Haha. I went there on Wednesday. All for giving Lindsey some 'water'. Haha
Oh well.
I had no gangsta's to freestyle with.
Gaipo.
Um. Today was fun.
Shay and Megan traded shirts in the spanish hall. Well Megan went to the little girls room to change.
I only saw Shay nakie.
That's a hawtt site. ; )
Oh.
I also got to draw a timeline thing for the book, The Great Gatsby. That was fun. I just bullshited it.
I've got pictures of that too.
It's a bit blurry, but you get the picture..
Here!
( Pictuor tyme. )
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